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Dear Diary, It's 12 rn(nighttime for me). School's tomorrow(or today? Since it's 12 in the morning? Bro, 1am should be the start of the morning, not 12). I've got an assignment due on Tuesday, like this week, but I CANNOT pick up the motivation to finish it. I know I'll be able to this afternoon. I'll have to. I've got a maths exam and an english assignment happening today. A drama assignment happening on Tuesday(That one's just as stressful as the rest, because my group and I have to perform in front of the class of course, and we only had 2 days to prepare for it because our old drama teacher was shit at keeping track of when stuff are happening, and now our planned performance feels corny) A drama exam happening on Wednesday. It feels like everything is collapsing into me, and it just feels so stressful. Gosh. At least I accomplished finishing my science, though! One star in a sky full of dreary, pitch-darkness.
Dear Diary, I wish I was a loner sometimes Because sometimes I just don't wanna force myself to talk to someone when I know I'm socially tired. I know that's a term for introverts, but I'm not an introvert since I know I'm very extroverted at home. I feel like sometimes some people(like me) just want to stop talking to people who aren't your family. I've got a friend. She came later in the year and I was partnered up with her to help her around the school. I was actually a loner in my own class (cause I had friends in a different class, and even then, I was a loner in my own friend group because they already met before me and became best friends) before she came and we automatically became friends, I guess. And she's okay, but man, sometimes I just need a break from her. She always copies off my work instead of actually trying to understand the work. And the thing is she's smart on her own. I've seen her work in classes that we don't share(she isn't able to copy of anyone since she doesn't know anyone in that class), and she whizzes through all of the work. I ask her to ask for help from the teacher, because when I need to turn over a new page in my assignment, or scroll down in my laptop, she's like, "Wait, wait! I didn't finish copying!" which really slows me down, but she says she doesn't want to ask the teachers for help. Gosh, it just feels lazy to me, but whatever.
Dear Diary, I'm glad I learned how to code in html because this custom webstuff is really neat. But anyway, I just made this entry so that I can accomplish adding a journal to my site!